I have been thinking. And there were so many thoughts. I guess this will be long.
I just feel sad that Steve Irwin had just died because of a stingray that stung his chest. As you know, Australian deep waters are 90% dangerous, besides stingrays there are still many others that could kill. How i wished me and my family did go to the zoo or national park you worked in somewhere in northern queensland . I never been croc huntings before. Looks like will never see you in action forever. RIP.
I hate the news where the Malays doing things which brings a bad reputation. My parents had been talking and discussing.. some of then had tattoos onla some drugs and etc. I do hate the news because is it a shame when the malays do not follow their ethnic values and even worst, their religion. My parents too warn me not to do such things.I always pray that i would not be blinded by negative influences. But i draw a clear line that i am not a malay.lol. prooven in my id.Javanese. I looked a bit chinese. hmm, But swear never had chinese descendant.
On Saturday nights and Sundays, Public holidays i seldom went out because i hate it when there so many foreigners around looming around anywhere. Especially, Jurong Point and the train sometimes. That explains why i never wear sleeveless or tight tees. Bangla people always shadowed you from behind without you noticing. Me and my friend was so pissed until the f-ing word vomit out of her mouth. It is really disgusting when they ask whether we are indonesians and definitely we are wearing something expensive,and up-to-date cell.Plus we even sat at Coffee Bean and these Banglas could not even afford a mocha. Go get a bitch elsewhere! The Asian foreigner, china or japan, they will keep looking at your boobs. And for once, i swear i was about to kick his dick. You know these people dont look decent. Next time, you gonna go public, i mean it. There's camera phone right?!
So, i have been thinking "what if", too. The crush thing-you-people-know-who. I dont have a lot of crushes that u want to guess. Maybe this is the first time i am blogging about this. If u happen to read this.. Guess no? I have this stupid mini crush on you. The thing is you dont know me. Funny. I really dont want you to know abt that too. Reason being since early months of the school i had always bumped you going to the toilet but you didnt notice until coincidently u joined what i joined too. I got kicked coz i wasnt outstanding and my "good" teammates did not even shoutout i did the research. I couldnt less care about it. And so, later it was my friends they were also eager to know you.. we wore the some color clothes and etc.haha. but because of you, you make me think about you. You was, a kind of motivation too. I do like you but I really am scared coz i am 9 months older; i think i dont look my age . I know you like someone else.So i think you should go find your crush too... Find!In RP right?Y would it be difficult? If i am a guy i will make my move.
I guess heading to driving centre tmr.. haiz
I want 
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